3 more days to my birthday
I getting fucked up today

went to golf training
started off with a nice afternoon
played golf
chiped
then played 7iron
chiped agn
today my chipping was damn good
went into the net many times

then i was training
suddenly my dad came
i was hitting the ball
when he came
he asked me the use the 7iron
and told me to stand properly
free swing
i did
but
the ball could not be delivered
nicely
then i was
like not free swinging
then
he say aiya dunwan train go home la
then he go car
-.-
like as if i did not train hard like that
in the car
we were like qurrelling
he did not understand me
only noe how say me
-.-
i was training well before he came then he came then i cannot
dunnoe why
he say until i never put in effort
like as if i dint
but i did
put in much effort
why parents dun understand?
no matter how well we do only noe how say u can do better 1
dots
i tried
he was like shouting
how i concentrated
if some 1 was shouting at u u cannot concentrate rite?
haizzz
why dun they understand that we have put in much effort!!!!!
i put in my effort
but i did i swear
tears are dripping as i write this post
one of the saddest and angryest post
just understand me
end of fucking up post
so complain finish liao
hope u will understand dad